If someone in a box opening video is being very gushy and excitable about it, I have to click away and find a different one. Its not because I’m a negative nelly, its because I have aspergers and find it very difficult to conduct myself in an emotional manner, and seeing other owners get so happy over their dolls makes me feel depressed that I can never feel that way about my own. It makes me feel as if I don’t love them enough.
I feel you. I have a dear friend with Aspergers too, so I got some sort of picture why you feel like that. It is okay, you don’t _need_ to be overly happy and giggling about your dolls to love them. You like your dolls as it comes from you naturally and that is just as right. Just remember that!